Tuesday, April 27, 2004

Removed the Vegan entry -- some people didn't see it as humorous, and I suppose after re-reading it I can understand how it could be construed as being actual SERIOUS thought.

I don't understand why people with such harsh words have to state they're in a different location than their originating IP address. *shrug*

LAX my ass.

And furthermore, READ THE DISCLAIMER at the top of the page.

Thanks.

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

It would appear I should eat my words. The guitarist now wants to take a "break", which basically means he doesn't want to play anymore.

Frankly, I suppose in a way, I am grateful. It was beginning to be too much for me. But on the bright side, I am closer to understanding exactly what I want, and what I don't want in a band.

Once creating music becomes stress, and not enjoyment, it drains inspiration -- and even in the face of accomplishments, one must not lose sight of their dreams. In many ways working w/ Stillife was a wonderful experience and a great creative outlet. In other ways, it was emotionally taxing and physically heavy.

So, this is it. I need to explore more avenues and find something that truly clicks. I clicked w/ Stillife, but I think we hit a plateau that we were never going to escape from.

I'm sure we'll come together some day to finish what we've started, but in the meantime, I am going to seek another band. So perhaps I'll wait a bit before sticking my foot in my mouth. Perhaps this too was fate's way of pushing me along my path...

... whatever it may be.

Friday, April 02, 2004

Hm. Marines, or not Marines. That is the question.