Heya!

Well it's been a while since I've posted (but not as long as other times). I'm taking a few minutes to myself and thought I'd update my blog.

I'm single -- again. Dating is difficult so I think I'm just not going to try anymore :) I've got a lot of things in my life I need to take care of, and if my soul-mate manages to come along then that's great. It's very difficult though. I have hormones raging inside of me and being counter productive to my life... But there's nothing I can do about it except TRY, and seek a little solace in the promise of my elders that it will eventually slow down and I'll get things under control. More perspective, more direction.

So I'm just trying to concentrate on bettering myself, and forcing myself into motivation. It's very difficult when my job sucks so much of my brain power away, but I guess everyone has those problems. A part of me wishes I had been more driven to do certain things when I was younger, but I never really had peers my own age when I was younger (or many peers at all, really) who I could look up to or model myself after. But again, I can't place all the blame on other people's shoulders.

Anyway, that's enough for now. For those of you tuning in to the venting of Cameron, I must say goodnight. I am hungry and must quest for food.

49710 days, 136 years on October 27th, 2004.
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