You know, I am really glad that I keep this blog. When I go back and look at my life and all the things that have happened... It really puts everything in perspective.

It's amazing how things can change so quickly. It's amazing how much control we really do have over our lives. Reality is so very interesting. It is completely within our control, and yet a part of us chooses to limit ourselves within it.

I have times in my life where I sit back and try and just open my awareness to everything around me -- where I try to expand my perspective. I concentrate sometimes on the moon, and I try and conceptualize and realize the distance between myself and the moon. Other times I look at the horizon, and place my perspective in the air and that helps me to realize something about the universe. It's something that I don't understand, but something that brings all the reigns, all the understanding and all of the great expanse into my vision. It's such a weird experience... I realize at one point how very small I am, but then the fractals kick in and I'm pushed within and without and realize how very much I am.

And it's not a struggle.

Because once I begin to struggle, it's all reset.